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🦋 Mataderos

(another poem written to a prompt from La universidad desconocida...)

Poesía que tal vez abogue
por mi sombra
en días venideros
cuando yo sólo sea un nombre
y no el hombre
que con los bolsillas vacillos vagabundeó
y trabajó
en los mataderos del viejo y
del nuevo continente
Mis sueños no tan fáciles
   que tengan como antecedente
   alguna trauma desconocida
   alguna pesadilla anterior
los dejo y caen
   no soportados de ninguna
   referencia exterior, no enlentecidos
   abajo de mi paracaidas, y
   Â¿a dónde? y ¿cuándo
   pararán, cuándo van a poder
   descansar?

Caen sueños del viejo
   y del nuevo continente,
   sin término caen;
sueños de amistad
   masculino: rough homoerotic self-
   sufficiency, soledad publicada. Que en los
mataderos norteamericanos
   no trabajen sueños
    sino sombras

posted evening of Thursday, September 6th, 2012
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Poetry which may perhaps
defend my shadow
some time, in days to come
some time when I'm just a name
not the man
with empty pockets, wandering
and working
in the butchers of the old
and of the new continent.
My dreams, my not-so-easy dreams,
   my dreams with antecedent
   in some unknown trauma
   some nightmare long gone by
I drop them and they fall
   there's no external reference
   to hold them up, to slow them down
   no parachute,
   to where? and when
   will they stop, will they find some
   resting place?

Dreams fall of the old
   and of the new continent,
   they fall without end;
dreams of friendship
   macho friendship: rough homoerotic self-
   sufficiency, published privacy. And in the
butchers of North America
   may no dreams work
   but shadows.

posted evening of September 23rd, 2012 by Jeremy

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