He'd had the sense, moments earlier, that Caroline was on the verge of accusing him of being "depressed," and he was afraid that if the idea that he was depressed gained currency, he would forfeit his right to his opinions. He would forfeit his moral certainties; every word he spoke would become a symptom of disease; he would never win an argument.
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Very much a working version -- I am not particularly happy with the integration between the vocals and the fiddle; and I don't think I am singing this one very well right now. But there is the germ of something that sounds good in it.
I think The Louisville Burglar is by the Iron Mountain String Band. I heard it on a CD from Jeffrey Davidson's radio show. So now you know.
posted afternoon of December 23rd, 2007: Respond ➳ More posts about Fiddling
Hm, well no going to the health club in my day today, like I was planning to do every day of my vacation. Did get a little walking in anyway, we went in to the city to see my sister for brunch and walked around a lot on the lower east side and in Greenwich Village. I just want to mention the Polish deli on 1st Ave. and 7th St. where we got some bread and cheese to bring along with us, it is an excellent place.
I did some fiddling today, the upshot of which is a few posts down. This was the kind of thing I am looking for in music, where I could hear in my head just how the part should sound and how it should fit in with the vocal line. The translation to actual sound was as usually riddled with errors but it actually came close enough this time for me to feel happy about the whole thing.
Before the movie, we ate at a good Chinese restaurant in Montclair, which is a major enough event that I am going to repeat it, with emphasis: A good Chinese restaurant in Montclair. I had been believing for some time that there was no good Chinese restaurant in all of Essex and surrounding counties; so this is a lovely thing to have found out about. It is Sesame, on Bloomfield Ave. not far from the Montclair Book Center and the movie theater. A strange restaurant -- you walk in and get the feeling that it is going to be a lousy, pretentiously high-end fusion restaurant. But once you get over that hunch and look at the actual menu, you see a couple of things that sound good, you get some good smells coming from the kitchen; you realize that it is not really overpriced, just that the first page of the menu is all the highest priced dishes (I still don't quite understand this); and you order. I'm glad I did not let first impressions (and expectations) turn me off to this place.
posted evening of December 22nd, 2007: 2 responses
Sylvia is over at a friend's for the night; Ellen and I went out to see The Diving Bell and the Butterfly (which I was thinking, it would be funny if the title were "Belle et le Papillon" -- but it's not, so y'know, ignore). Wow: that was a really good movie. For the first twenty minutes or so I was thinking it was going to be a drag and kind of tiring to sit through; but somewhere along in there I got pulled strongly into M. Bauby's story and once I was in it it did not lose me.
I was identifying his experiences at the very beginning of the movie with my own experience coming out of a coma over the course of several days when I was 12 years old, after an auto accident -- it was nice to have something to connect it to, and I thought based on my memory of that time, that Schnabel did a pretty good job of communicating the confusion of it. (Except in retrospect, I think it would be truer to my own experience if his internal voice were not so quickly lucid.) But I didn't want that to be the whole movie, it didn't seem like enough. Well turns out that's not the whole movie, there is plenty of meat in there to fill up the time.
posted evening of December 22nd, 2007: Respond ➳ More posts about The Movies
Ok, I'm pretty happy with this recording. Not perfect, there are several places where I have rhythm trouble and I generally have a little trouble with starting the verses; but the ratio of moments that work to embarrassing gaffes is a good deal higher than on the previous attempt.
(I re-recorded this tune. See the new post for the recording.)
Here is a story about "John Hardy Was a Desperate Man": It is my very favorite Carter Family song out of those that I have heard, which is a fair portion of their catalog. (Yes -- I even like it better than "Will the Circle be Unbroken".) Listening to it just puts me into a trance. Sadly I have not listened to it in a couple of years because I lost the disc on which it is recorded -- but this has a very nice upshot. In all that time of not being able to listen to the original I feel like I have come up with a very worthwhile version that is properly my own. The chords are different from the Carter Family's version, the key is different, the melody is different. This is about the only song that I cover where my version is really substantially different from the version I am covering. (Not to imply that my covers are of similar quality to the originals, just that they are imitative.) Anyway, listen to it and let me know what you think.
I am thinking maybe I should try playing this in A minor or G minor, that that might be better suited to my vocal range. I had originally chosen D minor because the guitar part is really easy there; but seeing as that's not a concern currently....
Yes! It sounds way better in G minor. I will re-record it later this morning.
posted evening of December 22nd, 2007: 2 responses ➳ More posts about Songs
I'm starting to use my new mixing program, Audacity. In the spirit of audacity, I'll post a working version of "Keep Your Lamps Trimmed and Burning". Not satisfied with much of this but I think some individual bits work very well. My laptop's microphone captures my fiddle surprisingly well; I think for further vocal work I am going to need to get a microphone. And a better sense of rhythm -- it's surprisingly difficult to figure out where to come in when you are listening to a track you laid down previously.
posted evening of December 21st, 2007: 2 responses
I need to come up with more descriptive titles than "Melody 1", "Melody 2" and so forth for the tunes I come up with. Sylvia suggests that the most recent one be called "Sandwich Song", and so it shall be.
Ooh, I never got to do this before! -- being catless and all. My dad sends along this picture of a stray the animal control people brought into his office. (He is a consultant for the city government.)
I worked out a little melody on my viola this evening, and wrote it down! Thanks to the magic of ABC Notation, I can make it available here, in ABC format or PDF. I used ABCEdit to enter it, and boy is that useful -- I had thought the 3-note runs were triplets but ABCEdit's playback feature showed me that was wrong, and that I wanted two short notes and a longer one.
You can repeat the verse many times, there are a lot of rhythmic variations and note-order variations that are pretty easy to find. Also I think there was a bridge when I was playing but I could not find it when I was writing the tune down.
Update: Ok, I expanded it a little, found a part that sounds kind of like a bridge. Again, to make this sound at all interesting when you're playing it you will need to add in a lot of variations on your own.
Another fun thing about ABCEdit is it makes it pretty easy to play around with the time signature and stuff. I tried this out in 12/8, with a sort of swingy feel -- it sounds really corny that way.
